Today's a Good Day:)

2 days and you havent talked to me. Hmmmm okay....well anyways today I'm hanging out with my bestest friend in the worldddddd :) crocker here we come ;) hahha I'm so excited rawrr! Our convos are the best everr:p no joke.  Hehhe and now I'm eating Chipotle:)))))) yummy my day is completely made :) hahha  wow I re read this over I sound like I have problems-_- oh welll :) ima dork what can I say :)

Distance. (and stupid stuff) (but if you want to read go ahead) ( I mean really I insist) (but it could get boring:P)(hopefully he'll read it?)(but everyones welcome to read it) :)

You probably read this title and pinpointed one time you've heard the word distance,  depending on who you are distance could mean many things. If you have a creepy stalker, distance is good, well I'd hope.:P If you have someone you know who is  3995.5 miles away, it kinda sucks. Now, I know 3995.5 miles is a weird number, its actually a real distance. Three thousand nine hundred ninety-five point five miles, too far from here.  Three thousand nine hundred ninety-five point five miles away. Its sooo far, when you repeat the number in your head and grasp the distance that is, its amazing. I bet youre wondering why I keep obsessing over this number, well to be honest, its how far I'd have to travel to actually see this person I've met, well never actually met, but you get the point. The only thing that bothers me is how distance got in the way. I feel like everytime I talk to him he doesn't care anymore but I mean exams are coming up and such so I understand he has a life too. A few months ago we would talk most of the day and he'd even stay up and talk to me when it was 4 am there, something I would never understand how he could do. It made me feel amazing and I guess I started fall for him a lot. not going to lie. I know this sounds stupid but somehow between fb, ps3, and emails I started really liking him. Lately, its not the same and its just blahh. I still like him but I never tell him, because he says I worry too much:P (which is true) I just wish things between him and I would go back to normal because I miss it and I never tell him how much I miss going on ps3. even if it is for 30 min I wouldnt mind it'd still be 30 min that I would smile continuously. Ug I  can't even describe how much I miss how it was. He was like amazing:) but he still is, we still talk everyday at least:) Well he will probably never read this but its okay I've meant to say this for awhile and it needed to be said somewhere:P So whoevers reading this you now know this guy means a lot to me:) I just wish he knew, he still means a lot to me.