Today's a Good Day:)

2 days and you havent talked to me. Hmmmm okay....well anyways today I'm hanging out with my bestest friend in the worldddddd :) crocker here we come ;) hahha I'm so excited rawrr! Our convos are the best everr:p no joke.  Hehhe and now I'm eating Chipotle:)))))) yummy my day is completely made :) hahha  wow I re read this over I sound like I have problems-_- oh welll :) ima dork what can I say :)

Distance. (and stupid stuff) (but if you want to read go ahead) ( I mean really I insist) (but it could get boring:P)(hopefully he'll read it?)(but everyones welcome to read it) :)

You probably read this title and pinpointed one time you've heard the word distance,  depending on who you are distance could mean many things. If you have a creepy stalker, distance is good, well I'd hope.:P If you have someone you know who is  3995.5 miles away, it kinda sucks. Now, I know 3995.5 miles is a weird number, its actually a real distance. Three thousand nine hundred ninety-five point five miles, too far from here.  Three thousand nine hundred ninety-five point five miles away. Its sooo far, when you repeat the number in your head and grasp the distance that is, its amazing. I bet youre wondering why I keep obsessing over this number, well to be honest, its how far I'd have to travel to actually see this person I've met, well never actually met, but you get the point. The only thing that bothers me is how distance got in the way. I feel like everytime I talk to him he doesn't care anymore but I mean exams are coming up and such so I understand he has a life too. A few months ago we would talk most of the day and he'd even stay up and talk to me when it was 4 am there, something I would never understand how he could do. It made me feel amazing and I guess I started fall for him a lot. not going to lie. I know this sounds stupid but somehow between fb, ps3, and emails I started really liking him. Lately, its not the same and its just blahh. I still like him but I never tell him, because he says I worry too much:P (which is true) I just wish things between him and I would go back to normal because I miss it and I never tell him how much I miss going on ps3. even if it is for 30 min I wouldnt mind it'd still be 30 min that I would smile continuously. Ug I  can't even describe how much I miss how it was. He was like amazing:) but he still is, we still talk everyday at least:) Well he will probably never read this but its okay I've meant to say this for awhile and it needed to be said somewhere:P So whoevers reading this you now know this guy means a lot to me:) I just wish he knew, he still means a lot to me.

Hmmm...

the lyrics pretty much sum it up.... Though I doubt he feels the same :/ ughh . Oh well..  I love this song:) I also have call me maybe stuck in my head-__- hahha hmmm... Blahhhh I have field commander clinics this week:D yay Im excited hahha :) Music nerd x100000000000000 <3

La di da dee da:)

   Soo I think things are looking up:) Things are kinda back to the way they were now between him and I:) Now, I'm just worried for field commander tryouts, I want to get it soo bad, not for power or even for control. I just want it for the experience and I love music and band and its something that I love soo I'm giving it a shot:) School tomorrow will drag on though.. like 13 days left or something like that, yessss:D Im excited summer is almost within reach and Im going to make the most of it, it flies by soo fast though:/  la la la I feel like singing," sunset in july rockers by my side, times flying by ba ba de da da" hehhe I think Im a major dork:D well rawrrr, Idk what to say sooo Ill write later, and apparently Im makattack;) hhahha <--------Stephanieee:D

BLOG TIME:)

Its been forever since I've written one of these. I got caught up in trying to talk to this guy,he was like perfect, no joke and welllll that didnt last very long, as usual. I guess forever alone is just the way to go:P Well I need to get a job, maybe that will occupy my time:) hahha Im done trying to impress guys, for once Im going to sit back and let them talk to me:) Which is perfectly fine with me, cause I have other things that are better to do. For example field commander tryouts are in a week well clinics and I want to get it so badly so thats something I can look forward to:) Well Ill stop my rambling:P

Photography, this guy, and random:)

I'm actually so happy this picture turned out I love this picture from American idol:) I guess I loved photography back then too:)

This past week has been interesting, I guess I should say. First I hurt my hand -_- so I couldn't write for like 6 days, it sucked. I hate being left handed sometimes:P On a lighter note this guy I'm talking to is really amazing, like I know I probably say that a lot but for a fact I know I've never felt this way before, and it kills me cause he's halfway around the world. RAWR. Well I still talk to him everyday and talk to him on ps3:) I never knew I'd end up loving ps3 so much as I do now:) hahha So far my morning is amazing, listening to Michael Buble puts me in a good mood:) and I'm waiting for my best friend to text me back *cough* hahhha I know she'll be reading this:) Don't worry Viva you'll find your Las Vegas! Well this post is going to be short too:) I might write later, byaa

Life As We Know It

Well I should be doing my english essay right now but its not working out too well, so instead I'm writing on here. Today my best friend and I are going to the mall:) we haven't hungout in awhilee:( In the meantime I'm going to try and write my essay and multitask by listening to music and talking on facebook:P I found my new favorite song and I wish I could have a guy sing it with me like in the original version:( Its such a cute song and "tonight you belong with me" its soo good:) Im confused whether this one guy likes me or not o.O oh well, this is going to be a short post I guess:) byaa!:)